Behind Me, by the Riverbank, Quanjiao County, Anhui
At this moment, I am sitting in a dormitory somewhere in the Banan industrial district, staring at a fingerprint-covered laptop, trying to think of anything from this difficult year that still makes me reluctant to let go. As usual, when I write this kind of half-coherent year-end summary, I put on headphones and loop a song that can make me feel either sentimental or excited. This year, what I have kept listening to is still Li Zhi’s unplugged version of “Rehe” from his 2018 New Year’s Eve concert. It is odd: the song is called “Rehe,” but it is really about Nanjing. Just as when I was in Shanghai, I passed Shunyi Road every day but never once went to Beijing. ...


